Saturday, April 21, 2007
When the sky is dark in the morning, birds would flock up dispersely in the dark.
In daily morning no. 9 bus, men, women, students would squeeze desperately in the bus with the small space available. Uncomfortably, perspiration of sweat came down from everyone's forehead. Human heat could be felt greatly that tingles our sense of touch. No one would want to chat or talk in this situation. This silence was often interupted by TV mobile. Newsreporter would yank off news of the boring world and sometimes early in the morning, there would have shows about cooking. Its sooo amazing watching the steps and procedures with the new methods of cooking. Salivery amylases were released from most pple, including me. It is surprising many tpjcians stay in simei whom crowded the morning bus on the way to schl. Sometimes, it is hard to revise in the bus.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Yo, U noe about Joel?? He is my brother, acting strange and trying to be funny these few days. Acting like he is all grown up. Making my parents angry, spitting infront of school teachers, bad smoking habits, like to tell lies, quarell with parents, bringing girlfren home, spent $100 totally on dunno wat when he is suppose to use that money for appointment of the dentist, likes to go out everyday and complain no warm at home, listen to noisy, rock, hard core techno music, defience, wear my clothes, use my things without permission, BUT! he stil loves me, wahaha.
Friday, April 06, 2007
问世间情为何物.
y life's so hard to go through...there's times i want to give up and end my life. This is rather commonly heard or said by others...It happened to me even i do not want. I got a rather true religilion that helped me greatly. My god is true!! He's the living god...wahaha.
I feel things has changed alot since the step into this new year. I had changed. Unknowingly, its better in a way. But my friends said i looked very stress...I do think so too. what can i do? i can't do nothing as i am very packed in my schedule. I gave up many things in my life as times passes. Is it worth it? i tell myself yes, that god will make a way when there seems to be no way. Gaining knowledge drains my sleep away, and i feel more tired each day. It would be better of a solution if i take a afternoon nap, but sometimes, it makes me more tired. It wastes time too as things of important task can be completed within that amount of time. I have made several, no many mistakes in my life. But i believe its God's will for me as i walk on the path of light.
A councellor in my previous secondary school told me to plan a timetable of first monthly, weekly, followed by daily. That plans what you are able to do to catch up in whatever you miss in your studies. I think thats very useful especially during my o level period. However, i panic when i didnt get things done of its dateline in the plan and things got more worse. But with a plan in my head, i'm able to accomplish adjusting things easily.
What i shouldnt do is to be complacent and complain in whatever i do. I learnt many things as days go by. There isnt an emptiness in me, but God that liveith in me!
Sunday, April 01, 2007
i've been posted to tpjc. ya, veri happy n stressful. N the "gay" thing to most of my frens that thought of me was i'm in e tpjc choir! woo!! coping with stress n fellowship+ church ya. all the best for me. short n sweet=)
Saturday, February 10, 2007
yo...
4 distinction- E maths- A1
Combined science- A1
Core History- A2
combined Humanes- A2 CCA- B3...haiz...
English- B4
Chinese- B4
Art- B4
YIPEE!!!!!!!! WHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! M.I. SUX!!!!!!!! millienna institude sux to e core
cuz they caught my hair 3 times n now it has been
reduced to slope at the back.... ARGHHHHH!!!!!!
-purposely let mi be monitor of the class eh... shitty
sch
BUT I"VE WITHDREW SCH IN 6th OF FEB!!!! WHOOHOOOO!!!!
Friday, December 29, 2006
I've been enduring the few moments of my life back then...i ask myself...isit worth it? i dun think so... wad kind of pain, no one cares...Friends slowly flow away from my life... shd i take the initiaive? or isit they may think i as irritating? Sch is reopening...n i desperate for my results... I do not wan to take this shit anymore... jus hope the holiday would end asap... family ties isnt as strong as b4... jus enjoy ba
Thursday, December 14, 2006
I hate holidays.... from O's end till now....it sux... i jus feel too weird n too free to adapt to.
Even though i got things fer mi to enjoy doing...but can't be enjoying all the way.... its not like mi...
it's jus feeling damn weird...n waiting fer the idiot job to b available... the person in charge said she will give us a call...but i tink she's giving false hope... but my mom said they will call...haiz...dunno wad to do now....
back to bout my family, things are getting worser when the problem isn't affecting mi... as my brother is the problem to my family... a burden... i thought at the first place he shouldn't be born after mi... but i cannot be that inhumane.... which my parents told mi before hand that he is alright n there is no reason to abort him..further more, being a christian, my mom struggled b4 whether to abort n decided not to. I saw the long term effect of this idiot bro, n no one seems to take heed of my "advice".... So this is the resultant effect...that Joel is rebelious n giving haedaches to my parents.. Wad i did is giving him the hard way of teaching, which is scolding screaming, beating n we end up fighting sometimes.... I feel I'm wrong in e sense of wad he is today...even if i'm wrong, it's jus a ltittle...
There is one thing that can express wad a feel right now....---
Saying I love you is
not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
not to say but if you only knew
Ho-ow ea-sy
It would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me 'cos
I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel that your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
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